Take two steps forward, take one step backward. Constantly. Just when I think I have everything under control, I fall flat on my face with my own health. I can handle work, laundry, kids, but I can't handle my own shit. I frustrate and disappoint myself almost daily with my lack of self control and discipline.
What I really want is to be fabulous - in every aspect of my life. Why can I meet everyone else's expectations, but I fail to do my own. Just really pisses me off that I don't take myself seriously.